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[29 Jun 2003|04:07pm] |
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this journal has gotten me in so much trouble ever since ive gotten it...so this is the last journal entry. I start drivers ed on the 1st and i go on a cruise soon and my party yesterday was the greatest in the world!!!!! woo hoo!!!! and next week i go to dorney park with my girls! and then the rest of the summer...wingin it baby! EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT SUMMER!!! im going to miss you my journal! LOVE TO THOSE WHO NEED!!!!!!
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[26 Jun 2003|02:57pm] |
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TODAY IS MY SISTERS PROM! YAY FOR JENN JENN! CRYSTAL AND JESS ARE THE SEXXIEST BIATCHES EVER TO WALK THE EARTH! hehhee happy now guys. The partaaayyy is in 2 days...tomorrow i may go on the wave runner with Katie,Jess,and Crystal...woo hoo! yeah tonight i may go to Crystals...oh my lord we all got so dark. So yeah im going to meet some poeple for the first time at my party like Josh Natis bf...well i saw him once but it was in the dark at eclipse so yeah. Then there is Jax who is an absoulte sweetie and im meeting her too at my party Saturday. I CANNNOTOOTTOTOTOT WAITTTTT!!!!!! AHHHH!!!! There is going to be almost 60 people there. Its going to be hottness. Yeah so Stella and I are ok and i love that girl! She may come to the party....OHMYGOD NATI IS COMING!!!She is like the person ive been dying to see ever since school ended. Shes been through everything with me...thick and thin...ever since 6th grade and i love Nati so much! MIKE I MISS YOU....Nati yes i mean your brother lol...last time i saw him was last July when i was walking with Jon R...yeah good times. SUMMER 03' IS GOING TO BE CRAZZINESS...ARE YOU READY!?!??!?!
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[24 Jun 2003|08:39pm] |
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Nick came over today...we watched drumline and then we just hung out...all i have to say is wow...ok im done. Yeah so Jess called and we talked about the guy and she was so happy...jess im so happy that you are happy. Stella i just want to say that i miss you so much. Crystal i love you always...and katie you are the greatest...i got to get off my mommy said so...live your life...you never know if you will be here tomorrow!
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[24 Jun 2003|11:22am] |
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ahhh this weekend was crazzzinnesss!!!i went to crystals house and she had a party. I got knocked on my ass...yeah i drank too much. I think i dance better when im drunk...at least thats what someone told me...or that i dance more latinaish or something...oh yeha ya know it. my party is in 4 days!!!!!! count down till the greatest party of the summer. Yeah so at Crystals party there were so many guys but they were in their early 20s and stuff so i didnt wanna get involoved. There was a guy there that I got a little close to...and yeah we wont talk about it. MY WEEKEND WAS SO GOOD!!! I CANT STRESS IT ENOUGH!!!! Yesterday i was a slave for a day and did yard work for 5 hours...while getting a really nice tan...one benefit.
Hmmm...lets see...today im chilling with Nickili...hes should be coming at like 1200..we are just gunna hang out here and stuff...and then later i gotta mow the lawn yet again. WOO hoo the fun in that is just unbearable. THE SUMMER HAS STARTED LIVE IT UP PEOPLE!
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[20 Jun 2003|12:22pm] |
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oh yeah, lemmie know if your free tonite.....cause i got invited to this party but i'd rather hang out with you
ur juss to hot for words
oo i have a mad nice dream bout u
i want u n i need u to live
omg i juss want ur body...its like an obsession
ur a really good person dont ever change anything about u
sexy hottness act of god guy magnet beautiful thing u
how sweet!! i love uuu
MY CHELLE!!
point for chell (ding)
thanks xoxoxo
DAMNIT WHY CANT I GET IT THROUGH MY HEAD THAT I DONT NEED JON WHEN I HAVE SUCH GOOD PEOPLE AROUND ME... its just No one can top the things he has done for me...between the Bluff 6-14-02 and Walt Disney World...and just showing me everything in a totally different perspective...no one can top him and i dont know how to deal with this. im on constant depression and i LOATH it...i just want the Jon i first met back...but it seems too much to ask for at this point...
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[19 Jun 2003|07:02pm] |
PretZels00oReos (6:48:46 PM): well to shorten it he was like the one person i liked for 5 years and he liked me the same and we were best friends and he was the first one i have my whole body,soul, and life to
PretZels00oReos (6:49:15 PM): and he brought me to my one huge love
PretZels00oReos (6:49:22 PM): and my one childhood memory i remember
PretZels00oReos (6:49:26 PM): which was disney world
PretZels00oReos (6:49:34 PM): oh my lord my face lit every day i was there
PretZels00oReos (6:49:37 PM): i was so oooo happy
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[18 Jun 2003|04:42pm] |
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I took my Global today which was extremely easy. Yeah i Aced that one. I was going to stay the full 3 hours but i didnt...if i did i would have seen Jon. He came to the high school at like 315 and Winnie called me and shes like yo romano just pulled up in his car...and i was like what! and shes like yeah and he was wondering where you were or something. I mean why the fuck does he want to see me. I want to see him but i dont...because then i will want to hold him and he will just be like fuck off bitch and push me away. I think that is my worst fear. Yeah...thats it. Who the hell knows anymore. Jax i hope you feel better. Winnie...sweetie i hope everything with you turns out ok...im here for you and you know you are welcome here at any time of the day whenever you like. Why did i obsess with him since 7th grade...AHHHHH!!!!!! WHY NOT SOMEONE ELSE!
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[16 Jun 2003|08:35pm] |
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JESSCA I LOVE YOU! hmmm...i had an oreo ice cream sandwhich today...mmm mmm yummmaaayyy! Without oreos or pretzels...i dont think i would be living...i live for the oreos and pretzels! how sad am i. Today was my English final...i think i did really good on it. Then tomorrow i have the regents...Math A...i get my Chupa Chups in a goody bag...WOO HOO! that is the best candy in the world and if you dont know it...get to know it...and eat all you can...MWAHHAHAHA! Oh my lord...Goin to a partaaayyy...but 2 guys at the partaaay wanna hok up with me...gunna have to choose one...or hell...why not a threesome. My first ever...cant wait :-D. Ok well...this weekend is crazziness...lots of cooking,partying,and just being myself. Hanging with my girls this whole summa...and im free and single..finally....first summer since 6th grade that ive been free. WOOP WOOP! THIS SUMMER IS GOING TO BE CRAZZZZZINNNNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[15 Jun 2003|06:47pm] |
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ello ello...this last week was hectic but loads of fun. I spent 3 straight days in a row with crys and jess then on thursday i met Chris...aww hes so cute. I also met other people from KP...like James,Brian,and Evan and a girl...i sorry hun that i forgot your name but you were really cool! :-D...yeah then there was Friday the 13th with Crys...we made a ghetto Ouiji board and then we also did stupid pictures and a really hot pic of us. Oh yeah crys! we rockin the whip!...i went to a baby shower yesterday...it was so much fun! i met my other side of my family which was about 30 new people but they are awesome so i dont mind it at all. I got such hot clothes today...i got a jersey dress,a black alltogether dress that has overalls and then i got white pants...which are hottness. I never thought i would get white pants but they just looked so hot and all...i mean i just had to get them :-) tomorrow i gots to wake up early damnit...english regents which means i have to see friia...dun dun dun...it wouldnt be that bad but i lost my books...woopsie. So i owe like billions of dollars to the school. Well more like 70 but whatever. I AM PASSING MY MATH A REGENTS THIS TIME IF IT IS THE LAST THING I EVER DO!
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Very good young grasshopper. You know your Pink
Floyd trivia.
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woo hoo...i have Jon R. to thank for that one
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[10 Jun 2003|03:57pm] |
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1 more friggen day of hell...well at least Friia is done. No matter how much i despise him as a teacher i still respect him like i would respect god if i believed in god. I got friggen black outside today..damn the sun is beating hard. Well at least i will be tan for the last day of school. WOO HOO! so yeah and i also got lighter hair now because of my sun in. woop woop! So tomorrow is the last day then either thursday or friday...not sure which one yet...i got to make room for everyone. Im hanging out with jessca and crys on thursday or wednesday after school or something. Then Friday or thursday im chillin with Chris... then friday im am def. hanging out with cassaaayy and mikaaayyy. Well if they can. WOO HOO! start the summer off with a bang! and im tan already...could life get any bettaa. yeah so anyway...keep your head high and stay strong...keep pushing on
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[08 Jun 2003|12:29pm] |
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Im in the Poconos at Marneens house for today! woo hoo! i cant wait to eat here later....the food looks so good. Yeah we drove for 2 hours here but it didnt seem like it. I was in the back of the car with Matt and Jenn the whole time...we made the car ride fun. I mean come on without us there wouldnt be a road trip. FRIDAY WAS FRIGGEN AWESOME! i had so much fun. Me cassaaaayyy and mikaaaaayy went to nathans after i was dropped off at mikes. We played on the games...got tons of tickets...yea you know how we do. Cassie found a pogo stick woo hoo! Then we went to starbucks...saw slutty freshman that should be shot then went back to mikaaaayyys house! Yeah we hung out and hung out and hung out some more...watched white people try to be blck on comedy central. I got a picture of em pondering...oh yeah and before i left we did a 20 second threesome quickie...yeah your jealous. TRUST IS THE KEY TO FREEDOM!
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[05 Jun 2003|05:40pm] |
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i get so excited! CASSAAAY and MIKAAAAYYYY are coming over tomorrow...we may play baseball but um mike might get dirty...so he will sit on the side while cassie and me make fools of ourselves. WOOP WOOP! Then we are going to just hang out..tan maybe....if cassie and mike are up to it...o wait we should play in the sprikler on the trampoline...woo hoo that would be good. ok yeah so then we are going to go to finding nemo...IT LOOKS SO GOOD! We will probably be the only teens in the movie theatre. HELL YEAH! so yeah thats whats going down. GETTIN JIGGAAAY!
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yeah so friday cassie and mike are coming over and we are going to see finding nemmo! woop woop! sorry mike i cant put my bed back up....its broken...i broke it...not in that way...hey everyone has such perverted minds...geez. Ok well yeah then saturday we cant find friggen 3 guys to come and hang out with us at crystlas house for her jacuzzi. Oui i want someone. S-E-X is fun. ok done. LIVE IT UP!
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[03 Jun 2003|03:19pm] |
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Ok...well im not going to let this get to me...neither of them are worth it. So fuck it...i got regents and 6 more days of school...i mean who the hell cares. Not me. Im better off not worrying about it...all they want right now is attention and its not going to happen. SO anyway this weekend im going to crys's again woo hoo! jacuzzaaayyy ...geez i go in that thing every weekend. See the thing that is going to be different this time is...is that we are going to have guys with us this time. YES SCORE! POINT FOR ALL OF US! My hot new Calvin Klein bathing suit that i stole...and a guy in a jacuzzi...can life get any better at that moment in my life...HELL NO! well maybe if they add a little fruits and rubbing oil...and have a condom...yeah im done now...sorry fantasy moment. LIVE YOU LIFE TO THE FULLEST BIATCH!
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[02 Jun 2003|03:13pm] |
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Have you ever hated someone so much that you would kill yourself just so they would go away.
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Today im just chillin...suppose to see someone later. Yesterday fuckin sucked. I had to stay home...i rarely ever stay here unless i have to...i love my family to death and wouldnt trade them for the world its just im brain fried from school and i need to just go out and have fun. Instead i stayed home and became more anoerexic. I work out like crazy...i got no more fat...i cant eat because i get dizzy. Oh well. I dont know what to do anymore...maybe just fall alseep like i always do when i have a problem. Eh, well yeah so im still stuck here...may go to the beach later though...with friends! woo hoo! FREEDOM! Cause im a free bird.
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[30 May 2003|08:39pm] |
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Tonight im staying in...:( i miss my crew. They are out somewhere right now...i wanna be with them and have fun. My Aunt and cousin are coming over tonight. They are going to sleepover. My madre is going out dancing with my aunt and coming home late while i stay home and play with my little 11 year old cousin, OUI! I DONT WANNA DAMNI! I WANNA BE WITH MY FRIENDS! Oh well. I get to hang out tomorrow and Sunday at least. Sunday i am going to Crystals to hang out in the Jacuzaayyyy WOOP WOOP! Saturday...eh who knows...i was suppose to go to the beach but its suppose to rain all weekend now...damn weather man is always wrong. I have no love handles anymore. They are all gone...thank the lord man. I hated them. So i still feel ugly but thank you Raj for saying otherwise. I appreciate it. Yeah so i gots to eat McDonalds now. If someone were to read a book about you, would anyone want to read it...think about it
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WOW! Computer kinda broke for a little while...hmmm so the last few days were pretty crappy. I feel...ugly. I dunno. whatever. I dont have much to say because my emotions are all over the place right now. Behold the child who is innocence in itself and pray that some day we may grow up to be a child.
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Right now it is 10:08 at Jesses house in the morning! Oui...Jessca is in the shower right now...im waiting...waiting...waiting for her to come back...geez. Ok well anyways, yesterday was a lot of fun...i hung out with Jess, Crys, Kate, and Bina at the mall then at friendlys. I ate an oreo cyclone just in case it gets banned in the state of New York too. Ok for everyone who thinks we always do drugs on the weekends, we never even did that. And for all those guys who think we are taken...guess what we arent! WE ARE FREE! SO FLOCK TO US LIL MEN FLY FLY! Ah damn. Yeah so we arent druggies damnit! Ok yeah so our lil sweet sixteen is going to be on the 27th...the rain date...not sure yet because we need one cuz it is going to be at the beach. I CANT WAIT! lord lord lord...my madre is going to do twists in my hair that day then i am going to curl the bottom...i LUVE that hair style. It looks so pretty. Yeah this summer probably in either June or July we are going to six flags...if you wanna join us you can just leave a little comment saying "I want to come with you guys because i love you!"...something like that. Well Jess is still in the shower...THESE ARE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES!
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